More Than Friendship

I haven't posted anything in a long while . Let me start off by tellin' you what's the significance in this blog . There's a boy at my school who've I've known since middle school . We'll call him Freddie * . You see , "Freddie" has had a crush on me since the 7th grade . I've never given him the time of.day . Lol , well he started goin' to the school I now go to . And come to find out , he still.has that same crush on me . Don't get me.wrong , I think he's a really nice guy and all , but I'm not sure if wanna move to the more-than-friends level. And plus , I recently got out of a relationship , kinda . So not too sure if I wanna jump back in one ; considering that I still have feelings for my ex ... soo help me ?


-@Ohhh_Ashleeey <3

Truth Er Waahh?

Alright, so what you've read on my last blog is about my ex Tyler. Obviously with you seeing the word "ex" means were not together anymore. Now idk who is gonna read this, IF anyone is actually going to read this but whatever. I just need to let my feelings out some how. Anyways..so hes a fake. Scary? No..it hurts that he lied about who he always said he was. Like, he told meh he loved meh. But really, how can you really love someone and not even have the decency to tell the one you love your not who you say you are? Idk, he made meh fall for him..and believe meh i fell fucking hard. I fell in love with him, and to find out that the one you love is lying to you,..well that hurts. I ended my long distance relationship with him about a week ago and yeah, it was hard..very hard since i have real feelings for him. But it was something i just had to do. I couldn't keep living like that. Never once meeting him. In all we were dating for a year and one month, never seeing each other. I never had intentionally was going to take us talking before we went out seriously. But the more I started talking to him, the more I started liking him. And today, I still love him. We both were never perfect, we both made many mistakes but we still at the end of the day falling asleep with a smile on our faces. Sigh idk, i wish it didn't have to end the way it did. I wanted to finally meet the person behind the phone. But nawh, now i never will.. ): Its wierd like Im always going to be here for him if he needs meh but i just wish he'd come clean about who he says he is. One day i wanna know how i was dating over a year..but who knnows if ill ever find out..

boyfriend?

Hmm..well i have a problem. You see, I have this boyfriend and I met him on myspace, and we've been dating for nine months now but we've never met..at all. His name is Tyler, and the thing is, that alot, i mean ALOT of people like over 20 different profiles have his pictures. The main guy that is stealing his pictures is known by Jared Taylor. Yes, deep down i still have a feeling that he's not real,but even if he turns out not to be I'm still in love with the person behind the phone. And, ahh yeaa believe meh it's really hard,, our relationship but I love e v e r y minute of it. But I do need some advice. Should i still stay with him? People say he's probably cheating on meh but really, I don't think so. He plans on coming down in the summer and I hope he keeps his word or I'm not going to be able to handle it.