Truth Er Waahh?

Alright, so what you've read on my last blog is about my ex Tyler. Obviously with you seeing the word "ex" means were not together anymore. Now idk who is gonna read this, IF anyone is actually going to read this but whatever. I just need to let my feelings out some how. Anyways..so hes a fake. Scary? No..it hurts that he lied about who he always said he was. Like, he told meh he loved meh. But really, how can you really love someone and not even have the decency to tell the one you love your not who you say you are? Idk, he made meh fall for him..and believe meh i fell fucking hard. I fell in love with him, and to find out that the one you love is lying to you,..well that hurts. I ended my long distance relationship with him about a week ago and yeah, it was hard..very hard since i have real feelings for him. But it was something i just had to do. I couldn't keep living like that. Never once meeting him. In all we were dating for a year and one month, never seeing each other. I never had intentionally was going to take us talking before we went out seriously. But the more I started talking to him, the more I started liking him. And today, I still love him. We both were never perfect, we both made many mistakes but we still at the end of the day falling asleep with a smile on our faces. Sigh idk, i wish it didn't have to end the way it did. I wanted to finally meet the person behind the phone. But nawh, now i never will.. ): Its wierd like Im always going to be here for him if he needs meh but i just wish he'd come clean about who he says he is. One day i wanna know how i was dating over a year..but who knnows if ill ever find out..